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Incandescent

by Annie Fish

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1.
Pincushion 03:07
ive kept you running my fingers holding your eyes wide your walls are standing slick if you could reach them and the sound stays hidden pounding in my chest da da da da da strike though the hunger swallow your hundred pills i want the dread to creep i want you to keep this pain i want this memory in the mind pins hit the ground da da da da da crushed up and burning it’s not a life anymore the mangled body you once knew let’s see this anguish slick to your cheek da da da da da drink up my suffering let my fear drip off your lips feel the coolness of my despair sliding down your throat as i disappear i want this ugliness to be remembered this burning body that i was it’s not a life now da da da da da crushed up and burning it’s not a life anymore the mangled body you once knew crushed up and mangled the burning body i once was
2.
Misturned 02:40
sunk in the peat a stone turned in blood the tempering heat and the cool of the mud i am a stone to return to earth to slip out the marrow to unknot the root i am a stone misturned from the earth a flower cut open a tender bloom forms a sword is reforged i am a stone misturned from the earth await my new body to bathe in the night
3.
settle, settle in this hide a million, million miles windows down, sun beats high the will to compartmentalize merilee thin as me doll sized porcelain eyes here was a paper trail that proved she was the life he had without me. while I was somewhere else. But it was the line between them, and not either end that was my jealousy. merilee thin as me doll sized the way i ran across the world to leave faceless bodies in the past merilee thin as me a half-hearted death That’s my sister. a creature of fire (the way i ran across the world, to leave the bodies in the past) she had deduced that life was war (she had followed, followed men across the country same as me) a great divorce, a clear high road (thin as me with porcelain skin that made my sun-thick deer hide blush)
4.
as i turn and see this end careening i don’t note the difference between in a mote i’ve crossed over completely splitting time to see if i believe i can heard the crackling of the car seat my eyes have popped, my sight becomes a memory what’s the sound? an echo of black feeling? it’s not a comfort, lord, i think it’s laughter ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha as i spin as if upon god’s spit turning crackling splitting skin and fat this was life but now it’s not a body i watch as what i was turn into smoke the sound is pounding, getting overwhelming the sorrow burning, getting hard to hear what is prayer if nothing ever happens? what is love but shielding my dead ears from the sound? what was that? i couldn’t hear you… oh god, it’s laughter ha ha ha ha h a ha ha ha aha hahaha ha ha where do you go when the body is gone?

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"Where do you go

when the Body is gone?"

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released March 3, 2023

Annie Fish: it's everything i play everything

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